deathdude, don't worry about it.. there are other things out
there...
if you go to Shatec, hey.. it's something i won't ever have a
chance to do.. which i probably would very much enjoy 
so cheer up.. when life hands you lemons, make lemonade...
have that attitude and do the best you can with what life hands to
you, you'll be happy the rest of your days
